Do you know how a person feels standing over an abyss? Not when they can take a step forward, but when they realize that the fall is inevitable? This song is about the tragedy of a person who becomes a monster against their will. Every time she looks in the mirror and sees that she turns into a monster. Her life will never be normal again, she will never be herself again. Everything that was dear, hated, or even what she was indifferent to - everything will disappear. When? Soon. For a long time? Forever ... Everyone has their own monster. Someone is afraid of losing beauty, memory, wealth. But perhaps the worst thing is to lose yourself.